Long Time..

 I haven't blogged in such a long time. There has been lots going on. 

I am getting married in 5 days. I can hardly believe it. It is going to be the best day of my life.

I love J more than anything in the world.

With him everything makes sense.

I haven't seen him in 5 days and he comes home today.

I am so excited!!! I think that is part of the reason why I am up so early!

We get to have Christmas together and then 4 days later we get married!

It will be perfect!

Also... I have been obsessed with the show "Once Upon A Time".

It is all I have been watching for the past week.

Especially the past few days.

Once J gets back  I probably won't watch it as much

so I need to get it all in now!!! haha

It is really good. If you haven't watched it I suggest that you do.

It has a really fun twist on the fairytales that we all know and love.

Last but not least my cousin's baby turned one  yesterday.
It is so crazy how much has happened in a year!
He is one of the cutest little boys I know.
He has stolen the heart of everyone in the family.
He had a birthday party yesterday and we all ate cake and had a great time!
Love you baby!!

Bad Idea...

I ate SOOOOOOOO many salt and vinegar chips.

Now my mouth hurts

and my stomach hurts

and J thinks it is funny....

Oh how I love him :) :) :) :)

It's Been Too Long

I haven't blogged in a long time.

If I have blogged, it is just quick and seemingly thoughtless.

I have a few minutes so I can write a bit now.

Things are going so well for me!

I am loving my life. 

Thanksgiving is 3 days away.

I leave for Vegas in 24 hours.

I get married in 40 days.

Life is so great!

I have been contemplating the institution of the family. 

It is incredible.

Families are the only things that seem to last.

They are always there for you

They always love you

They want what is best for you.

I don't know about you but I feel so at home when I am with my family. 

I feel like I can be myself no matter what.

I feel safe when I am home. 

I love it.

Now I am in this new phase of life where I get to start my own family.

Weird. 

But how freaking exciting!!!

I'll be able to make my own traditions with the man I love.

I get to be a wife and a mother(later....much later!!).

How incredible!?

I am looking forward to creating a home where my own family feels safe to come back to and to stay for a while.

I can't wait.

40 days seems waaaaaaay too long.

It will come soon enough!!

I am a very happy girl!

Time is moving so slow...

I am getting married in 44 days!!!!!

All Smiles

I don't know what else to say...

but I am so in love. 

I have got to be the luckiest girl in the world.

I found the best man.

I have never been treated so well in my entire life.

I know God sent J to me. 

I couldn't make it with anyone else.

I am so happy. 

It is indescribable.

I wish it was December 29th already.

I can't wait!!!!

Nothing like getting to spend forever with your best friend.

55 more days!!

I love him!! <3

Engagements!!

just a few of our pics!!

New Family

So I went to temple square with my new family last weekend.

It was a lot of fun.

We had breakfast and walked around on the square together.

I hung out with B alot and we ran around and collected leaves.

She is seriously adorable!

I am excited to be a permanent part of this family! :)

I am a very blessed girl!

 The Family 

 Cute little B! So adorable right??

I love him! :)