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This year started off with a bang.

We have had some highs and some lows.

We have had to make some hard decisions and rely a lot on Heavenly Father.

It has been hard.

I have shed lots of tears and prayed a lot.

J has been a rockstar in helping me get through this.

Everything is working out and we are ok. 

I love the gospel. 

The Church Is True

I recently started a family blog and have been better about updating that one.

I have sorta forgotten about this one.

This morning I was at the gym on the treadmill.

I got to thinking about death (for some weird reason)

and how death is only a little bit scary because I can't remember the place which I would be returning to.

One thing led to another and I began thinking about how life all started,

how Heavenly Father was created,

How we are here,

and what there would be if we weren't here?

HOW ARE WE HERE? THINKING? BREATHING? MOVING?

How is it that I am existing?

I started to panic.

There I am in the middle of the gym, on the treadmill mind you, having a panic attack.

I grabbed my phone wanting to call my husband,

my eyes brimming with tears knew that he wouldn't answer.

I felt lost and alone.

My mind was spinning and I didn't' know how to get it back.

I finally said, "Father, I need your help."

I was instantly calmed. 

I couldn't help but smile. 

So there I was totally calm and smiling.

I said a prayer of thankfulness a few times while I finished working out.

I love the Lord, I love his gospel. He never leaves us alone. 

The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is true.

Fall 2013

Today was the last day of my semester.

That means one more semester left until I am thrown out into the real world.

My mom told me to not worry yet, but of course....

I am worried.

I am anxious about getting a job.

I am doing an internship right now and I am loving it so much.

I hope that I can be hired on there, but you never know.

Other than that I am happy the semester is over. 

I spend the day running errands and wrapping Christmas presents.

I am so ready for Christmas! 

I love the Holidays.

I love the Spirit of Christ that is so pronounced this time of year!

Take every chance you get to serve others. 

Enjoy the season!

Funny Things

I had just finished doing the dishes and asked J, "Now what should I do?"

J is working on tons of homework and I had none to do.

J suggests reading, watching a movie, crocheting, etc.

I look at my phone and I got an email so I read it.

It is from someone I don't know but the first line says,

"Dear Sister W., The Lord needs you to do family search indexing...."

BOOM.

Got my answer of what I am supposed to be doing right now!

J and I laughed about it. 

Good times!

Off to indexing...

Differences

Today I learned a valuable lesson.

J is different than me and as much as I wish he did everything my way,

 that isn't gonna happen!

I am the type who wants to get things done right away.

Once I am finished then I can relax.

J is they type that likes to relax a little, get things done, and then relax again.

Both are effective and get what needs to be done, done.

We are different and that is ok!

A Quote to Share

Everything Is Alright!

I just wanted to post that everything is going well. 

I am doing so much better!

My parents are having the time of their lives, B is behaving like an angel,

and my driving anxiety is reducing which is great!

I have an appointment to meet with a therapist tomorrow and I am really excited.

There are some things I need to work through. 

It will be great.
Today was a wonderful day. 

I love my family.

I love my husband.

I love my Heavenly Father.

Life is good.