Thank Heavens For Love

Today was a hard day for me. Things have been going well lately.

I made new friends, and reunited with old ones.

I stayed on top of my homework. And ate some delicious food.

And then today i had a rough day. Panic Attack extraordinare.

Luckily I am blessed with people that love me. 

There are always people to help.

I was at church when the attack came. (The background for this one is complicated and not easily explainable.)

A girl in my ward noticed I was down and passed me the sweetest note.

She just told me that she loved me and that she was here for me. I was touched. 

Definitely teared up. 

I gave her a hug after class and everything. She told me to call her later.

How sweet?

Today I also learned that I have a strong relationship with my Heavenly Father. 

I don't have to rely on other people to help my mind to get made up.

If I ask for something the Lord will give me an answer.

Not my friends.

Not my mom.

Me.

I think that is amazing. The Lord is a part of my life if I let Him in. 

And I learned today that I can have my own relationship with my Father in Heaven and I don't need

to rely on someone else to tell me what I should do. 

It was great. I had such a peaceful feeling come over me today. I knew everything was going to be 

ok. I knew that I had to be happy. I honestly couldn't not be happy. I tried. 

Failed.

So there is my answer. Everything is ok. Everything will be ok. I just have to keep trying 

my best. And then good things will come my way. I LOVE THE GOSPEL OF JESUS CHRIST!!!