Themes Of My Summer:

My Crush:

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

                                                    Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

My Personality:

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And my scars remind me that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel

My Faith:

When Christ shall come,

With shouts of acclamation,

And take me home,

What joy shall fill my heart!

Then I shall bow

In humble adoration

And there proclaim,

"My God, how great Thou art!" 

My Friends:

Party rock is in the house tonightEverybody just have a good timeAnd we gonna make you lose your mindEverybody just have a good timeParty rock is in the house tonightEverybody just have a good timeAnd we gonna make you lose your mindWe just wanna see ya shake that

My Inspiration:

Alright, already, the show goes on All night

 'til the morning, we dream so long Anybody 

ever wonder when they would see the sun

 go Just remember when you come up, the

 show goes on

My Family:

Never alone 

Never alone 

I'll be in every beat of your heart 

When you face the unknown 

Wherever you fly 

This isn't goodbye 

My love will follow you stay with you 

Baby you're never alone

well...

I have to be honest 

As much as I want it

I'm not gonna promise that the cold winds won't blow 

So when hard times have found you 

And your fears surround you 

Wrap my love around you 

You're never alone 

Boys I Will Always Love

What Makes A Good Day?

1. Facebooking

2. Moose Tracks Shake

3. "Bones"

4. Seeley Booth

5. Party Rock

6. Home

7. Stumbling

8. Quotes

9. Pretzels

10. Not having to wake up until 

8:00 tomorrow and loving it already

11. Rain

12. Mahjong

13. Harlee

14. Sweat Pants

15. Blogging

What The!?!

This weekend i went down to Utah County to visit some friends and to go to a wedding reception.

I was just in my car driving through the neighborhood and listening to my music. I pulled up into the driveway of the house I was staying at and my friend looks at me and says, "Do you think it was because our music was too loud?" and I looked at her so confused.... I looked behind us and there was a cop there. Lights flashing and all.

OH CRAP

Well I have never been pulled over before so I didn't really know what to expect. The cop came up to the car and asked where I was going in a hurry. I was so shaken up that I didn't even know what to say. I honestly didn't say much. He asked me for my license and if I lived at the house I was at. I told him I was there for the weekend and really lived 45 minutes away. He asked for my insurance and my registration. I didn't know which one was which so I just looked through all the papers that I had in my car and I asked him which ones he needed.

He could definitely tell I was flustered. This had never happened to me before. He told me he stopped me because I rolled through a stop sign and I was speeding. I knew I had been speeding but the stop sign..... I didn't know I had rolled through it. Apparently my version of a stop is WRONG-O!

As he went back to his police car to check everything I looked over at my friend and said that the ticket is going to be about $300. Good thing I just got paid right? I was shaking and I was trying not to cry.

The cop came back and says, "Kimberlee I don't want to ruin your weekend....." and here I am just waiting
for the but to come "so I am not going to give you a ticket. I am going to give you a warning." OH MY LANTA!!!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! I was so relived. How did that even happen?
He says "the fines you wold be looking at are around $300." I nailed that one right on the head. I looked up
at the cop and said, "I am so sorry that this happened. I honestly didn't know that I had ran that stop sign and
I knew I was speeding but I didn't know how much. This will never happen again I promise you that."  The cop looked at me and said, "Alright! you have a good weekend and stay safe."

Seriously, how did I get so lucky? I don't even know. It still doesn't make sense to me. I went inside my friend's house and I called my mom and told her everything and I just started crying. I had made a mistake and it was my fault. That usually doesn't happen to me. I am not a huge rule breaker. So this really hit me hard. I had made a mistake that isn't the end of the world, but now I had to forgive myself and move on. The hardest part of anything for me.

I texted my best friend and told her everything and she helped me through it. She always does! Then I got ready for the wedding reception I was going to. I asked my friend if I could drive because I wanted to prove that I could drive without speeding. And I did!

At the wedding reception I had so much fun that I forgot what had happened earlier! I was able to forgive myself and move on. It was the fastest that any of this had ever happened to me before. I was so happy. I went home and prayed to my Heavenly Father and thanked him for everything. I am so grateful and so blessed!

Thank you Heavenly Father and thank you Alpine Cop.

It Is About Time

I am almost 21 years old and I have never broken a bone.

Until.......

Monday I was at a pool party and there was some music playing.

Another girl and I were dancing around and having fun.

I decided that I wanted to do a spin of sorts and so I did.

I spun around on one foot.

My entire body spun, except for my baby toe.

It stayed in one place. 

It totally broke.

I came out of the turn and realized that it really hurt.

But.......

I continued to dance around,

jump on the tramp,

do round offs,

do cartwheels,

and then I went swimming.

So it probably wouldn't be as bad as it is right now if 

I wouldn't have participated in those activities afterwards.

There you have it.

I broke my toe.

It is my first bone that I have broken and I am glad it

was just a toe and not my entire foot. 

Gotta start small!

It All Ends

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2 came out last night.

It was incredible. I am so glad I got to be apart of 

it all. Harry Potter started when I was a kid.
I saw it from start to finish.

I really feel like a part of me has died with it.
I know it is somewhat dramatic...

but it is true.

I love the story and how it is all about love.

I love the best friends theme. 

I love that good wins.

I love it all.

I love Harry Potter.

My crew

Their crew

Neville Longbottom (he is one of my favorite characters)

The end.

Kinley Bishop

My best friend Kinley is getting married! I am so excited for her! Yesterday we went downtown and she got her bridal pictures taken. It was so much fun and she looked so beautiful. Her man is in Afghanistan right now fighting in the war. They are perfect for each other. He gets back in a month and the wedding bliss will begin! I just wanted to post a few of her pictures as a little sneak peek.

Aftermath

I just wanted to put on a few pictures from my brother's accident. He is doing so well and is looking so good! I love him so much and I am grateful that he is ok. We are so blessed!

 scraped up face

 watching movies

 my parents sleeping

bran sleeping with all his favorite toys at the hospital so he could feel better

MayDay

I know, I know.... why another song lyric that I don't care about. But it explains my life right now. My heart is being torn in half. It is complicated. There are 2 boys. Opposites. I like them both. Things are going fairly well with both. GAH! What does a girl do? It is causing such anxiety. I am physically sick over it and I don't eat and I don't sleep well.. I am a mess. Hopefully things get sorted out soon.

It all goes back to the first kiss
It was the one I thought I'd never miss
Maybe we were one of the lucky ones
Maybe I'm just not quite strong enough

This was supposed to be the easy part
But breaking down is what I found hard
Now I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in
Inside I feel like screaming

She gave me every reason to believe I'd found the one
But my doubts somehow they sold me out

I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away

I'm finding out in the hardest way
The consequence of every mistake I've ever made
Baby what's it like to be alone?
(Baby, what's it like to be alone)
I don't want to know, I don't want to know

She gave me every reason to believe I'd found the one
But my doubts somehow they sold me out

I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away

So baby be honest
Is this what you wanted?
We lost what we started
And found out much more than we want to know
(More than we want to know)
About how we're letting go
(About how we're letting go)

I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away

And does this explain my life... I am just feeling broken and bruised. And I just want someone to take it away and there are 2 people who could. But what if one makes a move and I wish it was the other.... that would be bad. I don't know I am just confused. Torn. GAH TO LOVE SOMETIMES!