Friday, July 27, 2012

All Done

Day 28: What stresses you out?

I don't know if this is a question you want to ask me. Right now I am stressed out about a new thing that I have going on in my life. I have never experienced something like this before and I want to stop it and make it go away just because it is new.... But that is just silly. So I am sticking with it and it is hard. I think I'll be so happy I did.

Day 29: Who is you hero?

This Guy

I'm not sure if it needs more explanation than that. My brother has gone through more than anyone should have to and yet he is happy. He loves his life. He understands that the simple things are what matter.  He makes me smile. I wouldn't change him for anything.

Day 30: A picture of yourself this day and 5 good things that happened since you started the challenge.

Sorry just went to the gym so this is what you get!!

5 good things that have happened since I started this Challenge
1. I ran 2 miles in 20 minutes. Which may not be a great feat for you, but boy did I feel good!
2. I went on an AWESOME road trip with my friends
3. Started dating this super awesome cute guy
4.The olympics started
5. I got to spend a lot of time with my family

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Catch Up


Day 21: Something you’re proud of.

I am proud of my friends. They just ran 200 miles in just over 25 hours. That is not an easy thing to do. They were so good about it too. They didn't complain and they didn't give up.   They ran every mile and did it with style. They met new people and let the light of Christ shine through them. I honestly am in awe and am so proud of them!

Day 22: What do you want your future to be like?

I want my future to be great! I want to be married to a fantastic man in the Salt Lake City Temple. I want to be a mom and have fun with my kids. I want to be able to stay home and raise them but if I have to go to work I want to be a social worker. I want to help the world become a better place. I want my kids to grow up and be successful in life and I want them to be happy. I also want my family to be close and tight knit and always doing things together!

Day 23: Favorite Movies and TV Shows.
My Favorite Movies are:
That Thing You Do
Harry Potters
Baby Mama
She's The Man

Favorite TV Shows
Drop Dead Diva
Criminal Minds
Psych
Bones

Day 24: Something you’ve learned.

This weekend I learned that there are dogs bred in Africa that can take down and hunt lions. They can run marathons as well. Up to 30 miles without stopping. Who knew??
They are called Rhodesian Ridgeback Dogs. They are beautiful. Despite their ability to take down lions they are actually very family friendly and do well with kids. Sounds like a perfect dog to me!

Day 25: Something you are looking forward to.

I am looking forward to school starting. I get to start my program and get immersed in the social work world! I honestly can't wait. I love school and I love learning. It is going to be so much fun! Go UVU

Day 26: Your Dream Wedding.

My dream wedding is one where I am married in the Salt Lake Temple to the man I love for time and all eternity. That is really all I care about. I want to have a dance party at my reception. So.... that would be an added bonus!

Day 27: Photo of your city .

Salt Lake City - this is where I grew up. I love it so much!!

Provo - This is where i live right now


Monday, July 23, 2012

Just got back!!

I just got back from Vacation today so i will catch up on the blog! I can promise you that!!

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Day Twenty

Something You wonder "what if..." about

What if Brandon didn't have autism. What if he was able to 
communicate more effectively? What if he understood right from wrong?
What if I had grown up with a little brother who could say my name?
What if Brandon was healed?

Monday, July 16, 2012

Day nineteen

Things I want to say to an ex

Why didn't you break up with me like normal people do? I think I deserve to know the truth and have some closure. I heard things were going well with the girl who came after me and I'm truly happy for you. I hope you treat her well.

I loved you. I told you everything and trusted you with every secret I held deep inside. When you gave me back my heart I locked it down. Now you're coming around again and you want things to go back to normal. I can't love you like that again. You had me and you let me go. I'm done. I'm sorry.

I couldn't forgive you for a long time. I have now and it is so freeing. I hope that life treats you well and that you are happy.

I am so happy you found someone and that you fell in love and got married!! You deserved to be loved more than the way I loved you.

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Day Sixteen, Seventeen, and Eighteen

16. My opinion about my body and how comfortable i am with it

I would say it depends on the day and the activities i am doing. If 
I am going shopping there is a very good chance that i don't like my body.
It all is relative to the situation.
Most of the time I am pretty much ok with the way I am

17. Itunes on Shuffle and the first 10 songs
1. Conviction of the heart - jericho road
2. tortured, tangled hearts - dixie chicks
3. goodbye  kristina debarge
4. cowboy take me away - dixie chicks
5. countdown - beyonce
6. cross your fingers - the summer set
7. green eyes- coldplay
8. great indoors - john mayer
9. staying's worse than leaving - sunny sweeny
10. forever - chris brown

18. Something I miss


Saturday, July 14, 2012

Sorry

So lots has been going on and I am sorry I haven't posted in the challenge. I'll catch up tomorrow. Well I guess technically it is today. So later today I will catch up!

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Day Fifteen

Death Row Meal

I would want some sort of sandwich with chips and a lemonade.
One time i was on a trip in seattle and i had this incredible sandwich.
that is the one that i want for my death row meal.

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Day Fourteen

A picture of me from last year and how i have changed


This is me this time last year. I have changed a lot.
I did some things last summer that I am not that proud of.
Since then I have revamped my life. I have been more careful with how I spend
my time and who I spend it with. 
Not that who I was spending my time with last summer were bad
people by any means. Because they aren't.
I just have found that because I love people so much and I want
to help them that I get caught up in things that I shouldn't worry about.
I've learned to focus on myself. 
Things have gotten better for me. 
I am so happy! 

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Day Thirteen

Goals

- Get Married in the Salt Lake Temple
- Become a mom
- Graduate from college
- Be a social worker
- Keep my covenants
- Keep my integrity
- Change the world

Monday, July 9, 2012

Day Twelve

Something I never leave the house without:

my ipod
I always have it with me. I actually 
have 2 ipods so one or both is always with me.
always

Sunday, July 8, 2012

Day Eleven

A quote that I love

This is hard because I love quotes. So I will put some on here that I love.

1.
"Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bands and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope." - He's Just Not That Into You

2.
"You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine. " - Stardust

3.
" I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade. " - The Holiday

Day Ten

Something I am scared of

I am deathly afraid of drive by shootings. Sometimes I can't even look at other cars when
they drive past me because I feel like they will shoot me.

I am also afraid of everyone else moving on around me and I will be left behind all 
alone. I don't want to be alone in life while everyone else is having fun and 
making families of their own. I want to be apart of it all.

Friday, July 6, 2012

Day Nine

A Favorite Picture of your best friend

B and I are two peas in a pod these days and I wouldn't trade it for anything.
She gets me so well and i love it!

I love these girls.
More than anything

M and i took this photo forever ago and I still love it. 
I miss her so much. 


Thursday, July 5, 2012

Day Eight

A place I've traveled and another place i want to travel

I went to Florida on my most recent family vacation. It was so much fun and so beautiful. I went there  one time before and I don't remember enjoying it as much due to the weather. It was during the summer in the super hot months. This time was in october and it wasn't that hot.

A place i have always wanted to go is Rome, Italy. It has always just appealed to me. It seems like such a romantic place. Not in the I want to fall in love sense but the old fashion romanticism. One day I'll go there.

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Day Seven

What Makes me Happy

Summer time
swimming
snow cones
This kid
The 5th ward memories
PB Trio
Drop Dead Diva
Dancing
Guitar
Singing
This girl
jam sessions
criminal minds ( i know that sounds twisted but when there is a marathon on it makes me so happy)
good free songs on itunes
high top sneakers
laughing
hanging out in the apartment with this girl
tanning
running
legally blonde
she's the man
road trips
Love
best friends
my family

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Day Six

Pet Peeves
In no particular order

1. People who beat around the bush. just get to the point already
2. singing the wrong lyrics
3. people who let their treadmill run while they stop for a break. Hello.... not an accurate reading people
4. doing laundry
5. being bossed around
6. being shushed

There is more but that is all i can think of right now.

Life

Life is never easy. You bounce from one problem to another in hopes that things will turn around but you seem to never be satisfied. So hang in there, things will work out.

Monday, July 2, 2012

Day Five

What Song Inspires Me?

This is seriously so hard for me. How can I choose just one song??
But I suppose I can choose songs based on category.

Church - He Walked A Mile In My Shoes (David Osmond)
Sports - The Champ (Nelly)
Love - Perfectly Lonely (John Mayer)
Friends - Long Live (Taylor Swift)

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Day Four

My Parents
I have the best parents in the world!!

They would give up everything to make their family happy.
I love them so so much!