Terrible Things

So don't fall in love
There's just too much to lose
If you're given the choice
I'm begging you choose
To walk away, walk away
Don't let it get you 

-MayDay Parade

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Sticks and stones are hard on bones
Aimed with angry art,
Words can sting like anything
But silence breaks the heart.
~Phyllis McGinley

Miracles

I don't really want to relive this moment right now. I have been for the past 2 days. But I just wanted to share a miracle with you all out there. My brother jumped out of a school bus yesterday morning while it was driving down the free way. He sustained no major injuries, no broken bones, just a cut open head and some staples in it. We are so blessed and so grateful that he is alive. WE LOVE YOU BRANDON!!!
http://www.sltrib.com/sltrib/news/52040703-78/bus-door-horsley-district.html.csp

Kiss Me Slowly

Stay with me, baby stay with me
Tonight, don't leave me alone
Walk with me
Come and walk with me
To the edge of all we've ever known
I can see you there with the city lights
Fourteenth floor pale blue eyes
I can breathe you in
Two shadows standing by the bedroom door
You know I could not want you more
Then I did right then
As our heads leaned in

well I'm not sure what this going to be
But with my eyes closed all I see
Is the sky line through the window
The moon above you and the streets below
Hold my breath as you're moving in
Taste your lips and feel your skin
When the time comes
Baby don’t run, just kiss me slowly

Stay with me, baby stay with me
Tonight, don't leave me alone (me alone)
She shows everything she used to know
Picture frame and country roads
When days were long, and the world was small
She stood by has it fell apart
  Separate rooms and broken hearts
But I won't be the one to let you go
Ohhhh

I'm not sure what this going to be
But with my eyes closed all I see
Is the sky line through the window
The moon above you and the streets below
Hold my breath as you're moving in
Taste your lips and feel your skin
When the time comes
Baby don’t run, just kiss me slowly

Don't run away....
And it's hard to love again
When the only way it's been
When the only love you knew
Just walked away.
It gets something that you want
Darling you don't have to run
You don't have to go

Just Stay with me, baby stay with me

Well I'm not sure what this is going to be
But with my eyes closed all I see
Is the sky line through the window
The moon above you and the streets below
Hold my breath as you're moving in
Taste your lips and feel your skin
When the time comes
Baby don’t run just kiss me slowly

I'm not sure where this is going to go
But in this moment all I know
Is the sky line through the window
The moon above you and the streets below
Hold my breath as you're moving in
Taste your lips and feel your skin
When the time comes baby
Don’t run just kiss me slowly

Seriously... could a song get any better than this?

My Man

People keep asking me if I am dating someone

and if I have a man in my life.

Nope.

But I do spend 6 hours everyday with a boy!

and I love him.

We have so much fun together 

watching movies and playing outside on the swings.

There are hard days and there are good days.

But the good days make it worth it!

..L.O.V.E..

I have been thinking lately about love. I find it amazing how two people can find each other amongst ALL the people in the world and fall in love. I also love the way that boys love. How they give up everything for their lady. Men don't seem to be monogamous lovers either, just from watching the majority of them live their lives. Alas I have been proven wrong. Being compassionate and loving seems against their character as well, and yet they love with all they are worth One woman, FOREVER. For example, there is this big bad FBI agent man and a geeky scientist lady. When the lady gets buried alive the FBI agents RUNS to rescue her and digs her out. He loves her. He would do anything for her. The best part about their love is that they don't know that they love each other. They care for each other so much but they just don't know it. So they do all of these things for each other without knowing how much they love each other. If this doesn't make sense I am sorry.... I am just trying to get my feelings out. And yes of course there are exceptions to the "rule" and what not, but this is based on my thoughts and general observations.

Now I am going to list things that I love (in no particular order):

1. Rain

2. Music

3. Boys with backwards hats

4. Glasses

5. Long socks and basketball shorts

6. Sweat pants

7. Dancing

8. Moccasins

9. Summer time

10. The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints

11. My parents

12. Hard working hands 

13. "Drop Dead Diva"

14. My brothers

15. My job

16. My sister

17. Utah Valley University

18. Salt Lake City

19. Bread

20. Cookies

21. Snuggling

22. Sleeping

23. Watching movies

24. Backstreet Boys

25. Toms

26.Seattle

27. Disneyland

28. Harry Potter

29. Hanging out with my friends and meeting new people

30. French toast

31. Singing at the top of my lungs

32. "Bones"

33. Curves

34. Lord of the rings

35. Harlee

Lagoon

I went to Lagoon with my little brother and his friends. It was 9th grade Lagoon day. I honestly had the best time! Brandon won a prize at one of the games they had. Top prize even. He got 2 holes in one and got the prize of a giant stuffed skunk and a purple mouse. It was so fun to watch him enjoy himself. He loved the roller coasters and begged me to go on the spider and colossus. I loved watching him be so happy and smile from ear to ear on the rides. Brandon's friends were so cute and fun to be with too. We all bonded together and were able to have to much fun. I am glad that they have placed like this that make it so everyone can have fun. The park was very accommodating to these kids and their needs. Although I am extremely tired and sore from the day I loved it. And I hope I will have another opportunity to take my brother to Lagoon again soon!

Me and my brother

Brandon, Carson, and David

Brandon, me and Thomas

Me and Thomas

(We have known Thomas for years. He and Bran are great friends!)

Just so you know:

I don't do one way friendships.