Your Opinion On Cheating On People

My opinion is simple enough. DON'T DO IT!!!!!!! It is degrading, disrespectful, rude, gross, and all other kinds of mean mean things. Show a little self control and wait until you are out of the relationship if you honestly can't stand being in it. Don't cheat. There is no excuse for it.

The Person You Like And Why You Like Them....

This one is hard to answer.

Why??

Because I don't really like one boy right now.

Not one has caught my attention to the point

where I only want to pursue him.

So.....

In response to this question I will talk about

3 boys who have caught my eye and

what I like about them.

Boy #1

- very attractive

- funny

- I like how he makes me smile and always wants

to make sure I am smiling

- loves music

- we don't have to be doing anythng to have fun

we can just sit around and that works and it

is just great!

- honest

- not ashamed of who he is

- passionate

Boy #2

- mysterious and I can't figure him out

- very intelligent

- cares about me and what is going on in my life

- takes me out of my comfort zone

- makes me think

- talks about real issues

- dry sense of humor

- I like his sarcasm and how when it makes

me feel bad he gets sad and apologizes. haha!

so cute!!

- listens

- confident and not cocky

Boy #3

- athletic

- wonderful smile

- always jokes around with me and makes me laugh

- tall

- so nice

- not afraid to be himself

- loyal

- works hard

- can dance

- reads

- very social and makes friends easily

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So.... If you wanted to find me a man that was a combination of all three of these boys I would totally let you. It would be great!! Keep your eyes peeled!

Five Things That Irritate You About The Opposite Sex/Same Sex

Boys:

1. Cockiness
2. Charm
3. Don't text when they say they will
4. Player
5. Make you feel stupid

Girls:

1. Snobby
2. Judge you before they know you
3. Ignore you
4. Wear too much make up
5. Only wear designer clothes

How Have You Changed In The Past Two Years??

I have changed so much. And I don't think I have changed much in my looks. But just in personality and maturity. I moved out of my parents house and I was forced to grow up. I do things for myself and have had to rely on myself. I live my own life and I am in charge of myself. It is so weird but that is how it has to be. I have had to rely on my relationship with my Heavenly Father and with my Savior Jesus Christ. I can't rely on anyone else's testimony. It is just me and them. It has been really hard but I have become a better person because of it. I have had to realize that I control my life and I am the only one who has say on what goes on with me. I have to keep track of myself and what I do and what I say and no one else is going to stop me. I am in charge of myself. I have had a lot of realizations and a lot of stuff to work through. It has made me a better person and I am so thankful for every experience I have had these past two years. It has made me who I am!

 Me 2 years ago

Me now!!

Cowboys!!!

So today I was driving with my roommate and I look in my rearview mirrior and this is what I see:

COWBOYS!!!!!

So my roommate and I both turn around and look at these boys.

We turned ALL the way around and just looked at them.

They obviously realized we were staring at them.

So we played a little car tag and we switched lanes to drive by them and what not,

while they did the same for us.

It was fun!

Then we both got in the same lane to turn left and they were out in the intersection

when the light turned yellow so they turned.

As they were turning one turned around and looked at us.

So I waved to him and he waved back!!!!!!!!

Then as we drove by where they had stopped he watched for our car and

waved again.

Ohhhhhhh!!!!

BE STILL MY BEATING HEART!!!!!

It made my day.

I love cowboys!

What Kind Of Person Attracts You??

This question is weird. I don't think it means to ask what it is asking. But then again maybe it is. What kind of person attracts me?? Like what type of person wants to spend time with me? OR is it asking what kind of person am I attracted to? I guess I will never really know. And since it is more difficult to answer the first I will answer the latter. What kind of person am I attracted too?

• Driven - he has a plan for his life. And not necesarily a plan even. He just knows what he wants and he is actively trying to get there.
• LDS - I won't marry anyone who isn't a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints and is a returned missionary. He must honor his priesthood and be active. I won't settle for anything less. I shouldn't have to if I am going to be spending forever with this man.
• Respectful - I want someone who listens when I speak and gives my words value even if we disagree. At least he will acknowledge it and we can talk about it. Also I want a man who respects everyone.
• Funny - I want to laugh. I want someone who can remind me that life is supposed to be fun and I don't have to be serious all the time.
• Can carry one an intelligent conversation
• Someone with nice hands - I can't date a man with girlier hands than me. I love holding hands so his hands need to be nice. Not to mention a nice pair of hands is hott right??
• I prefer the dark and handsome tupe. They don't necessarily have to be tall. I haven't dated a blondey before. They all have had dark hair. I just like the dark ones.
• I am attracted to ethnic people. People who aren't just straight white. People who have a little color to their skin. I am not sure why but it is always the way I have been.
• Musical - I want someone who loves music and enjoys listening to it and singing and dancing around and playing music and just jamming out.
• I like someone who is sure of himself but not cocky. I don't like tools.
• I like to be around people who are positive.
• I like people who just like to chill and hang and not have to be doing something all the time.
• Honest
• Creative

What Do You Wear To Bed??

Easy. I wear a tshirt and sweats or no pants.

Things You Want To Say To Five Different People

1. I am really going to miss you. But I know we will make it through, we always do. You joke around and say, "Why do you wanna be me?" but really I'll tell you why. You're beautiful, you have the light of Christ shining through you, you can laugh at yourself and at anything, you don't get worked up over dumb things, you have a HUGE heart, you are kind, you are loving, you sing beautifully, you are a strong woman, you are compassionate, you care about people and their lives, you make time for people, you love love like no one I have ever come across before, you can read like a champ, you are a great friend, people flock to you, you are trustworthy, you are the best friend I have ever had, you keep me grounded, you keep me on track, you're intelligent, you're athletic, you love to have fun, you have no inhibitions, and i love you. If you found a person with all these traits and talents wouldn't you want to be them too?

2. I used to be head over heels in love with you. I would do anything just to spend time with you. I would drop any plans, break rules, and leave places early just so I could spend time with you. I would pray and wait for the day that you would just show up at my door and say you've changed your mind and that you are in love with me too. I waited a year and half. I couldn't wait any longer. We aren't as close as we used to be but I had to do that for me to get over you. Things will never be the same.

3. You have changed me. You have opened my eyes to new things in the world. You helped me realize what is important in life and what I want for myself and for my future. You taught me to always give people a chance. You taught me that it is ok to not be serious all the time and to goof around. You really changed me and I am thankful that I met you and got to spend the summer with you. I am thankful that we got so close. I am really going to miss you. Please don't forget me.

4. Because of your stupid mistake my brother is different, and different in all the wrong ways. He is angry now. He has reverted and retreated back. All our work and progress just faded with this one decision that you made. How could you? No amount of money in the world could make this situation better. I miss the old him.

5. I love you. You are my best friend. You know me better than I know myself. I still remember one Sunday I had a panic attack about the lesson I was having in church and you were having the same lesson back home and you knew I wasn't ok. I called you and you already knew. You have shared in my heartbreak, my joy, my lovesickness, my infatuation, my stupid mistakes, my achievements, my disappointments, my stresses,and excitements. You never judged me, you never loved me less. You help me through my daily struggles. I haven't always treated you how you deserve to be treated and for that I apologize. All I can say is that if I turn into half the woman you are when I grow up I will be a great woman. You amaze me everyday. I love you so so much.

30 Day Challenge

30 day challenge:

30 Day Challenge.

1. things you want to say to five different people.

2. what do you wear to bed?

3. what kinda person attracts you?

4. how have you changed in the past two years?

5. five things that irritate you about the opposite sex/same sex.

6. the person you like and why you like them.

7. your opinion on cheating on people.

8. something you’re currently worrying about.

9. your last kiss.

10. your view on drugs and alcohol.

11. your current relationship, if single discuss how being single is.

12. things you want to say to an ex.

13. a date you would love to go on.

14. something disgusting you do.

15. the best thing to happen to you this week.

16. three things you are proud about your personality.

17. things that make you scared.

18. disrespecting parents.

19. something that never fails to make you feel better.

20. the last argument you had.

21. something you can’t seem to get over.

22. ten things about you people don’t really expect.

23. something you always think “what if..” about

24. weird things you do when you’re alone.

25. ten ways to win your heart.

26. your religious beliefs.

27. talk about your siblings.

28. the month you were happiest this year and why.

29. a picture of yourself.

30. what changed this month and what you hope will happen next month.

Lip Gloss

I got to teach a little hip hop class this summer.

It was such a blast!

The girls in my class were adorable and I am so glad that I got to teach them.

I choreographed a dance to the song Lip Gloss by Lil' Mama.

They did so well! I really enjoyed teaching them and I am so sad that the class is over.

....

Just a few things that make me happy:

1. sneezing
2. cuddling

3. taking heinous photos
4. best friends

5.this girl right here!
6. psych
7. school

8. playing guitar
9. dancing
10. laughing

This One Time We Went To Bear Lake

My ward went to Bear Lake for a weekend! It was so much stinking fun!

I drove up in a Ford Focus packed full to the brim with people and stuff!

I was definitely riding back seat, middle, feet on the hump.

But it was so worth it!

We went boating, swimming, rafting, kayaking.

We also ate, talked, played games, slept, had s'mores, and just hung out.

I met a lot of new and fun people!

It surely was a good way to end the summer. 

With a bang for sure!

Here are some pictures:

 This is the random silhouette horse and cowboy we found!

 Me and Natalie (No she is not naked!!!)

The 3 Musketeers! 

Lex, Jordan, Matt, and Natalie 

Ryan and Jake

Shout Out!!

This is a post for Clara!

Thanks for reading my blog.

Thanks for making me laugh.

Thanks for coming to my class.

You are so stinking cute!

I really am going to miss you!

We MUST keep in touch while I am in Provo.

We will have to have reunions. 

I promise I will keep you updated on all my goings on!

LOVE YOU!!!!

Realizations:

Last night I went down to Provo. I went to turn in job applications and see some 

of my friends that are down there. 

At first I wasn't too excited. Utah County just gets on my nerves. 

I turned in my applications and went to dinner with some friends.

After that I went friend hopping and saw some people that I hadn't

seen in a while.

It was so nice to see them.

My attitude changed and I was getting happier.

We talked and ate and talked and danced and laughed and everything else friends do together.

I had a blast. 

We went to applebee's for 1/2 appetizers and karaoke night. I met new people and ate 

delicious food. Nothing better right?

At applebee's my roommate was asking me how I was feeling about moving

down to Provo again and I said that I was excited to move but not at the same time.

Just really wishy washy about the whole situation. 

I told her I was going to miss my friends up here.

Which I will. 

Don't get me wrong.

BUT....

On my way home last night, I was driving by myself just listening to music

and it suddenly hit me that I am so so so excited to go back to school. 

Salt Lake is where my family is. Where my family life is. 

Provo is where MY life is. MY friends, MY school, MY home.

It is MY life. It is where I became me as an individual apart from everyone else I knew.

I do love Salt Lake.

But the person I am when I am here is different from the person I am at school.

(But really it isn't like I am two completely different people. I am the same me just one is more independent than the other. When I am home I am at home and not in charge, but in Provo I am in charge and I control everything.)

Last night I realized that I cannot wait to go back to school!!!!!!!

I will miss my house

my family

my dog

my best friend

my new friends

my old friends

the atmosphere of SLC

Salt Lake County

my bed

the movie theater technology

the dishwasher

free food

my job

netflix

free laundry

etc.

I could go on for days of things that I will miss.

Although I lose though things temporarily I gain so many other great things too!

My "vacation" has been so much fun.

I have had a blast this summer. I will always remember it. 

But I am ready to go back to school and see my friends. 

I have really really missed them.

Anyways.... There is my rant. I really hope that it made sense because I rambled for sure. 

Ready

So this summer has been fun. REALLY fun. I have met some cool people and I have done some fun things. Regardless of the fun I have had and the people I have met I am 100% ready to move back to school. I have come to realize, after two years of having lived one my own, that the only thing that has changed up here is me. My friends are the exact same as they were in high school. I have changed and grown in ways they haven't because I have moved away from home. That isn't a bad thing. It is just what happened. I am just done with everything up here. A lot of crappy stuff has happened the last few weeks that is so high school that I am just over it. I can't wait to move back to school.

I miss my best friends. The ones I can really count on. I am lucky enough to have some extremely good friends that are always there for me. One in particular is the best friend I have ever known. She and I have been friends since we were little kids. I don't know what I would do without her. This summer we have both been really busy so I haven't gotten to see her that much. But I need her right now. I miss her so much.