May 3, 2013

I'm Engaged!!!!!

hard to love....

This is the theme song to my life. 

I am super blessed. 

Love you J.

I am insensitive I have a tendency to
 pay more attention to the things that
I need.
Sometimes I drink to much,
sometimes I test your trust,
 sometimes I dunno
Why you're staying with me?

I'm hard to love, hard to love,
I don't make it easy, I couldn't do it if I
Stood where you stood
I'm hard to love, hard to love,
you say that you need me, I don't deserve
It but I love that you love me. goood

I am a short fuse, I am a wrecking ball
crashing into your heart like I do
You're like a Sunday morning full of grace
and full of Jesus I wish that I
Could be more like you.

I'm hard to love, hard to love,
I don't make it easy, I couldn't do it if I
Stood where you stood,
I'm hard to love, hard to love,
 you say that you need me, I don't deserve
It but I love that you love me. Good
Love me good

 you've given me a million second chances
 and I don't ever wanna take
You for granted

You love me good.

Isolation

Sometimes there is nothing I want more than to be myself. I love having time to myself to just do what I want. Last night I was in my bed watching tv and loving my life!

This little girl....

I know of a girl who has always wanted to fall in love....She wasn't expecting it nor was she looking for it. She had been told over and over to stop looking for love and to focus on being the best her she could be. Then one day she met a boy. A very handsome boy! And he swept her off her feet. He showed her that it is ok to let someone in and to let someone care about her. He makes sure that she feels special and that she is taken care of. He makes her smile. He reels her in when she goes out too far. One day he kissed her, and then it happened.... She fell in love.