One In A Million

When I was living with B she showed me a song!

I found it again yesterday on my Ipod and was astounded 

at how perfect it fit my story with J.

I'll share the lyrics here. 

(and I'm changing the she's to he's)

"He was so good but I was scared 

that nothing ever lasts for long.

They say it's better to have loved and lost

but I couldn't bare to lose it all.

So back and forth I dragged it on.

And he didn't know what was wrong

and it wasn't that obvious to me.

No I didn't want to get too close

But still I didn't want to let him go.

It seems we always end up hurting in the end.

But then I threw all caution to the wind,

and I opened up and let him in.

And now he's got me high as the ceiling,

cause he's one in a million.

It felt so good to hold him close,

like it was almost worth the risk.

Sometimes it's better to leave it alone,

but I couldn't at a time like this.

And he grabbed my hand and pulled me through.

Though I didn't expect him too.

Why wasn't it obvious to me?

No I didn't want to get too close,

but still I didn't want to let him go.

It seems we always end up hurting in the end.

But then I threw all caution to the wind,

and I opened up and let him in.

And now he's got me high as the ceiling, 

cause he's one in a million.

Yeah he's one in a million.

And like a soldier he held strong.

And swore he'd never run away.

Though he could have come and gone, he stayed.

 No I didn't want to get too close, 

But still I didn't want to let him go.

It seems we always end up leaving in the end.

But then I stopped looking for a sign,

and I took that boy and made him mine.

And now he's got me high as the ceiling,

cause he's one in a million.

He's got me high as the ceiling,

cause he's one in a million.

I'm honestly so happy. I never thought that this would happen for me.

I love him with everything I have. I don't want to know where I'd be without J.

I love you babe!!